hmmm...today...another avg day i suppose?

woke up at like 6.30? n went back to slp till 8.30? end up i late? hahaha!
i woke u up...but i ownself didnt wake up...funny hor! hahahaha...
ok...skip STAT tutorial~~ i don mean to skip! hahaha..=x den jz went down sch for pacc tutorial haha...went fc4 to eat..i was damn hungry cz i didnt eat anything at home n rush down to sch! haha...erm...den went library look for chelle...get some papers from her..n off to unit~~

hmmm... cadet reach le..haha..is like...4 of them? so early? den tok to TO drag drag abit..den go learn how to tie flagstaff le~~ hahaha! den another 2 came...n another 1...n another 1...haha~~ currently only 7 man? omg la! how to form a team n go competition la! zzzz...
ok..pitch n unpitch n pitch n unpitch..LOL~~ pack up n off to suntec!

haha...had dinner at a place(i dunno where)...n walk ard...walk n walk n walk....
nth much of a day i suppose..XD

hmmm...tot of sth...u said yrs ago...but it does not matter anymore...XD
it all end-ed yrs ago too...although yrs ago..i could still remember those little bit n pieces of the memories...
however..one thing for sure....u arent the one anymore....XD
the scar is jz a scar...scar tat heal n has no harm anymore...

tired mango
12:39am
sometime i wonder...do u really appreciate and need my presence...mango shall not think too much...
mango have to trust chiu~~
mango don be lost!!
jz trust mi a little more..will u?
sigh...

today was a so-so day~~ blogging...n toking on phone~~ haha...
mango is guilty...suppose to be in sch by 11 to help out in CSSP! but i slp till 1045? LOLx! haha... busy morning... haha~~ den i rushed all the way to sch..which cost mi a gd $12!!! haha..poor mango liao lo..=x opps! hmmm..many present to buy....hmmm..wad to get?
mango pocket gonna have a big big hole! thiam si!

today rush down to sch...reach at 1230 or so bah...hahaha! den CSSP! LOL~~stayed till the end..thx to bastian for helping mi! hehe~~ XD den went to library met classmate...hmmm...den hang ard..looking at cooking books! hahaha..but i only wan cookie! =x hmm..have alot junk food at home..happy mango! cookies~~ chips~~ donuts~~ most imp...seaweed! LOL..jelly finished! haha..=x alot hor... eat till mango pui pui! haha..=x

after tat went for pacc lecture...dunno wad he toking abt..i was listening~~ to mp3! hahahah..=x opps! n copied la...it was damn cold inside! haha...den went for 1 hr interval? LOL! break la...hmmm..had a can of green tea~~ LOL~~ n played moon's psp~~
a psp cost a max of $400!! omg~~ i will eat grass if i get one! LOLx!
den went to lecture...n i slp~~ slp till damn shaung! hahaha....den wake up..went back home..haha..

trip home was long n bored....msges came..which kill little of my time...XD haha!
although none was from u...i noe u were busy~~ so is ok! haha...=x
haha...nx wk...tues, thurs and fri..first aid...wed crs make up lesson..friday noon CC training..
haiz..time gonna be damn little~~ hmmm...but still...smile~~ =D
all i need is to feel ur presence...
XD

have to do tutorial..copy notes! hehe...mango cant skip lesson~~ n tries to listen in class! mango endure!!!
go go go..jiayou!

slack mango!
6:54pm

probably going to have many such nites...
have to get use to it...
sigh...
felt the ouch...
didnt trust mi after all..='(
at least over such issue..
mango understand...but feeling suck!
sigh...

worse thing...when u noe sth...n have to act as if u didnt noe...
put the smile on ur face...to cover all those worries n anxious...
the smile to pretend i didnt noe anything... to carry on...
i have the urge to tell u..i knew everything long ago...
sigh...will u be fine...will u be alrite...
it don seem tat way to mi..=(

tired mango...
2:31am
give mi more trust will chiu?

it seems like a pattern each wk...XD
mon - happy day...
tue - extreme down n emo day...
wed - avg to happy day..
LOLx!

hmmm...as times goes by...jz wait n c how it goes..XD
gonna be a busy wks ahead...mango should start studying too! do tutorial! LOL!
slack mango!tired mango!

Finally! CSSP will be over!! yay~~tml is the last day! haha...cant wait for it to be over~~ wonder how many CCA point will we get~~ LOLx! =x

Campcraft training! sigh..how to train when is like...cant get the ppl down! ok..i shall start calling!! hahahaha....

mango only have a wish...for u to be happy once again...for u to overcome..for u to understand... given a choice again...i will handle it in a better way...mango is sry...
maybe u feel tat...but somehow is not wad i feel...u definitely will alway mean someone to mi...regardless of anything...
birthday wishes...one of it...for u to be happy...the smile on ur face always..

man guo will jiayou jiayou jia jiayou!!
she need to smile more...XD

trying mango
8:11pm

blog-ed in class jz now... since i am totally lost for frontpage... but personally felt frontpage sux! not nice leh...use to learn b4..but forget all le~~

today a day...i pass thr today without any feelings..at least to the minimum..
sigh...happiness...sad..sweet..bitter...wad is everything...where is everything...
i am sry...

mango should jz stop everything...
she should jz disappear n be gone forever...
*poof*
one word..depression...

had a wonderful day yesterday..but a sucky nite...=(

noe sth yet have to pretend i didnt...how tough can tat be...how great can i feel...
things were weird..jz seeem so...

stop asking...stop!!!
carrying on asking will only have one outcome...
i will go out daily...
i will stay out late...
i will choose not to go back!
so jz stop asking mi y!
stop all of ur assumption...
don prompt anymore!!!!
i will run away!!!!
so jz stop!

sry for flare-ing up..
mango is sry...
but pls don prompt anymore!
jz let things be wad it is...
let mi do wad i wanna do...
i have a mind of my own...
i noe wad i wan...
don worry...
i will be fine!

i have alway been so independent...
i have also let them have the least worries...
so don have more worries now...
i will still be hu i am...
jz stop asking...

things were seriously damn down yesterday nite...
if not for mi! it all wont happen...
maybe i could have handle it in a better way out...but i didnt...
n now is all in a mess..

sigh-ing mango~~
9:05am
mango cant let go...if she could..things wont be in this state now...maybe time shall decide...

hmmm...wad a happy today..XD

haha..slp at 2..woke up at like 5plus n half awake till 7! omg~~ cant slp la..i wish i didnt noe so much things...make myself scare nia! =x opps!
mango mz be brave...
brave mango! haha..XD

hmmm....went sch..stat lecture...ok..i bring spss instead of the stat lecture notes..=.= omg~~ how blur can i be! haha... did listen...undertand-ed...but still do Q still help more i suppose~~ haha...den off for crs? hahaha! stone-ed..nth to do bah...presentation~~ haha! heck la crs..=x opps!

mango have been very slack thr this sem...sooner or later grp-mates will get irritated by mi not doing my parts! opps!
mango shall stop slacking...XD

after crs...is...break! wanted to go fc4 to eat...but end up at fc5 n tao bao kfc...not mi..my classmates! haha..i jz ate a waffle~~ den off back to fc6 they had their meal..i went to c the food impulsion or wad...is damn gross..=.= stuffing food into mouth..siao! lao si jiu you!

went for econs tutorial..i tried to listen..but zzz monster lure mi to lala land! zzz monster so powerder ok! haha...so i slp for awhile when may said... 'sw..bu yao shuai leh..' haha! den i woke up..copy copy..den may head drop..n she fall aslp..=.= haha! she slp till damn shuang i suppose! hahaha..=x den last Q...she close her tap...i close mine..pack n stuff...n b4 she said she dismiss the class..*mango sling her bag..stand up n said...bye~~bye~~ byebye~~ n she fly off!* hahahahahah..=x they will thinking tat...omg..where am i rushing off to la...probably have some imp things to do..ya..is imp! haha..XD

mango fly~~

hmmm...enjoy-able day...happy day...memorable day...XD
smile~~ mango simply love today..XD
happy day...happy~~ happy~~ happy~~
she is happy thr the whole day...XD

hmmm...went home...check my mail...damn shocking...read everything...mango is found to be guilty...she seriously is...cz she is the cause of everything...='(
sigh...give mi a choice again...i will not choose to even start years back...at least...things may be better now...selfish thinking of mine again...but...sigh...
mango is sry...
she is guilty...
but somethings cant be force...

confuse mango
10:09pm
reading it seriously makes my heart fill wif guilty-ness...

mango is bored~~ haha...ok she is tired~~ very tired instead~~ haha...

it has been actually a mth....great changes...many changes...
life changed for us~~
his life have much more changes compared to mine...
i noe how he feels...
i am found guilty...
some things jz cant be forced...
appreciated everything... =D
is my fortunate to noe u...but is it ur mis-fortunate to noe mi?
end-ed~~

Hectic wks ahead...omg~~ how to manage my time~~

• first aid course (4,6,7,11,13,17,18 n 19 - 6.30 to 9.30) *haven pay~ OPPS!*
• Campcraft Competition Training ( Wed & Fri)
  
• Dateline for project cum presentation =( FOM!!!
  

waiting for holiday to arrive~~
hmmmm...should i sign up for kayaking course for the 15 & 16 dec?
consider-ing...
mango should constantly gaining more skills...
mango wanna improve herself...

studies? sigh~~ is time to start somewhere i suppose~~ hehe! n oh yesh~~ she cant skip any lesson any more!!! If not she will be nag like nobody business! hahahahaha~~ poor her~~
wo zhi dao...ni shi wei wo hao~~

sms boom last mth~~ 2314 msges!! omg!!! haha...control sms! mz worz!
many ppl birthday approach-ing~~ hmmmm~~ zw..banana...purple guy...bin..hmmm~~

mango off
4:44pm

mango is tired..mentally n physically...energy lvl drained...
make peace alrite...XD
thiam-less...

after project went to west mall~~ haha...walk ard...went read some books n so on~~ haha! XD
haha...den walk all the way down...n went out to sit~~ haha...hmmmm...XD
it was damn cold inside the mall..so i went out to sit~~
haha...mango skip her dinner today! jz feel so bloated bah...
went off back home~~
enjoy-able trip home i suppose..XD

u used to be the someone i loved...but it all ended yrs ago...u choose to gave mi up...
don ask...cz there wont be any...
don bother...
i don need..
memories stay...but mango move on...
she will nv accept u ever again...only as friends..XD
13/11/03 - 15/12/03

happy mango..XD
12:21am
she is happy..she met u..waiting for chiu is all worthwhile... appreciate mi...XD i noe u do n u better be...opps!!!!!

mango is bored! haha...no la..tired i can say...omg~~ i think for the nx few wk i GG liao! project dateline...first aid course...haha! cant wait for holiday....haha! but after holiday really laggi more GG! exam time~~ haha...time pass so fast! poly Y1 seem so fast lo! i don feel tat i learnt anything..haha! too slack le lo!!! =x

seem to have wasted a year~~ is like...=.= many changes..realise many thing..XD
mango grow up a little bit~~ learnt to be more playful...so on n for~~ haha...maybe should do some end of yr reflection? HAHAAHAHA! lame mi! bo liao mi! =x opps!

don use mi as ur chu qi tong~~ cz i wont be! i have my own feelings too~~

carry on later~~ off to poa!

mango miss chiu!
9:47am

ok...when i type off to poa jz now...abt to leave fc6 to class alrdy... mei called n said poa tutorial cancelled!!! damn~~ den i was like...har~~~ bloody hell~~ everytime cancel lesson no say one..stick one paper outside the door..wahlan!!! so end up..i went fc4 awhile..den i went home...too tired le la~ manog cmi! haha..=x oink mi! slp for an hr or so~~

ok..training later...weather very 'nice' gd for some practical CC..hehehe!! but i am lazy!!! OMG~~ how? hahaha..=x lazy mi! oink mi! =x but still have to do it!
i wanna ord too! hahahhaha..=x
will u look for mi today?
will u keep mi company?
miss chui!
mango
1:40pm

mango is here again! haha..XD

happy mi~~
don think too much~~
happy mi~~
happy~~
happy~~
happy~~ XD

mango is late for the first lecture! so she decided to not turn up..=x opps! haha..she don wanna go sch today...but still pull herself out of the bed...n will be going to sch for the 4 o'clock lecture! so wad is she doing here now? blogging? dunno..emo lo! =x haha..!

Purple guy jz bullied mi! he said i lousy~~ is not lo..is u random ok! hahahahaha...
Everyone has been bully-ing mi this few days! sad mi! hahaaaha..=x

Is my ah ma birthday tml~~ hehe~~ =x wish her a happy happy birthday b4 hand!
Mango love her dip dip~~ =x

Mango love zzz monster~~
zzz monster is her life!!!
haha...chiu willing to be her zzz monster?
WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
Mango only needs zzz monster! =x
Mango has learnt..is only need herself...becz...she wont forget how painful it is..when someone she needs is gone~~
crazy mango~~
the more crazy i am..only show...i am jz covering more sadness up...
hmmm~~ wad to do..wad to do...wad to do~~~
everything will be fine..i am sure of that...EVERYTHING will be!
remember to keep ur promise...i wan my chips! XD
HAIZ~~ wad can i do? wad can i do? wad can i do~~
day by day....noe-ing n c-ing suffering yet nth can be done~~
seriously hate such feelings~~
mango choose to fly away~~
thinking of chiu makes mi happy...
it has alway being that way..=]
mango only wans to think of chiu!
smile mango~~
1:41pm

crazy mango!
Top Blacklist-ed : Mr Jon!!
hahahahahaha..=x opps! evil mi! =x

mango's healthy junk food -> SEAWEED!!
haha! mango love seaweed!
seaweed makes her happy~~ hahahaha...=x

Today jon asked mi...'sw...y u so happy todaY? did sth happen yesterday?'
Replied: 'Ya..sth happen yesterday but no happy ma...very ermm...attitude-ing? haha! craving for junk food was so bad! when at nite sista finally bought mi prata n i found seaweed n started eating...n i am happy after tat! i got junk food! hehehehehehehehe...=x'
Jon looked at mi wif the expression..oh ok....hahahaha!

ok..i applied my LOA for yesterday! haha..
ohya! i met Mr Gao! hahaahaha..=x while walking to fc 4 today...kena shock...cz didnt contact for sometime...stop at the middle of the road to chit chat for awhile...(middle of the road!!!) hahaha! den we drift to the side abit la! hahaha...DRIFT~~ TOO much boating le....haha!
having 2nd tot abt learning ppcdl..=x opps! haha..maybe....kayaking first will be better! haahaha..=x opps! un-decisive mango! =x

WILSON BULLIED MI!!! SAD MI!!! he killed virus for mi 2 days ago...n now he is bully-ing mi!! KILL HIM!! XD
yay~~ he suicided!!!
happy mi...WAHAHAHAHAHA
evil mi! =x opps!

mango is crazy today..from the content today..can tell hor? haha!
nth much of a day today...
mango don wanna think too much..
she is happy now...
being happy is all tat she asked for...
too much hope..will bring much disappointment..i shall stick to my theory...
don place hope...so there wont be disappointment...so there wont be sadness...
XD

recover-ing mango..XD
10:15pm
mango loves chiu!
chiu love mango?
HAHAHAHAHA!! crap mi!

mango forget to blog some things...=(
sad mi! getting weaker day by day...
he didnt even wanna tok to mi now..=( feeling sad...each day..c-ing him get weaker n weaker...yet nth i could do..=(
haiz...'lao ren bian' wad to do~~ sad mi?
sad got use meh! putting a strong front..where no one see the tears and ache....
10:39pm

mango on MC today! haha..gd or bad? i dunno..super nua~~ going to be time for medicine soon! n tat sux..=( taking medicine is the worse thing to do..=( tot of taking medicine also make mi sad...=x

thx everyone for the care n concern...=] haha...
Special thx to Mr Wilson for hunting n killing the virus yesterday to let mi complete my work..haha!
Mango will be alrite soon~~ hehe..=]

sigh~~seem like condition worsen...wad to do? is all part of life? accept it...face it wif a smile...a smile is all it takes...said is easier den done...mango jiayou!

think for ITAB i got 50+? LOL! at least is a pass...=x should be happy...hmmm...econs i got 65~~ hmm..not tat bad either...afterall cant expect much from a last min studying rite? haha! the nite b4 the paper chiong chiong...haha..when will i learn my lesson n start studying..hmmm..maybe for exam...mango will study hard for it! JIAYOU BAH!!! GO GO GO!

miss my class photo taking session today..=( sad mi~~
treasure mi before it is too late...
don hurt mi...i bite...
sick mango
12:57pm

off for medicine.. =(

mango resting at home for the whole day~~ feeling better le i suppose..
less nua? haha...
sth seem so wrong today la..
can we like stop it? seriously hate it....
haha...sad mi! miss alot of stuff today!! damn!! ITAB! performance! class photo! mich honey water~~ OHMY!! sad mi..=(
but at least i recover? so i could play the nx few days!!!
to spend time wif chiu!
nua mango
5:05pm

mango is dying..=(
she is too weak to blog now~~
too weak to chat...
too weak to do her work...
n worse of all...
Mr Loh bullied her!
sad mi!

oh man~~ how am i going to stay in sch from 8 to 5 tml...probably die b4 tat~~ maybe should choose to go in the morning n off after fom lecture? see how it goes...

mango seriously dying~~ =(

cant take it le!!!

dead mango~~
9:26pm

damn nua~~
body aching..=(
sad mi!

boo! mango at je! hahaha...=x doing project~~ project = blogging? haha! opps! =x

haha...nth to blog today..but very lame..=x cock alot~~ haha! crazy mi! haha...seems like gonna rain soon...hmmm! wif chips, bubble tea..fries sure bring mi high! hahahaha..=] mango love junk food! hehe..=]

FOM FOM FOM!! cant wait for fom to be over~~ hehe! presentation! haha...ppt!

mango happy today? hyper? biong biong! haha..=x
SMILE SMILE!!! hehe...=]
don wanna think too much...
waiting for wed to arrive! haha...=]
mango off~~
4:10pm
miss chiu..XD

haha...haven feel so free for a long long time! haha...slack mi! got things to do..but jz cant seems to get myself moving! haha...i dunno wad to blog...but jz feel like it..=x haha!

everything seem so dao to mi today..=(

sth seem to be missing....

guilty mango...
7:07pm

hmmmm...wad am i suppose to blog...ok...sigh-ing mi! i basically jz wasted the whole of today by slacking n enjoying myself!!! haha..=x have been a long time since i actually slack this way! hahaha..=x oink mango! had my chips n watch tv! slp for nearly whole of afternoon! yahoo~~ =x but now...i gonna be dead mango! things to clear..ITAB 2% assignment due on tues n a 10% project due at wk11...CRS group discussion...FOM meeting later on..oh my~~ tutorials!!! haha...nvm la..at least i slack n rest n enjoy myself..=x haha!

later in the nite was rather down side of today...sigh-ing more mango! but i don wanna think abt it...
it alway started wif thinking too much...n i alway tries my best to explain n express myself...

sigh-ing mango
2:45am
it seriously hurts...when u said those words tat were out of ur impulsive...

16 Nov 2007

Busy day for mi! haha....tired myself like nobody business..=x haha! went sch...stat tutorial..learnt spss...but i was too tired! n he gave back test paper..n i failed! damn~~ i tot i could jz at least have a pass result! oh my! i failed 2 test out of the 3 test alrdy...damn!! sigh-ing mi! haiz! don wanna think..blame it on myself for not studying hard enough! =( den off to pacc tutorial..as usual..didnt do work..hai... for the whole morning..i feel so restless n demoralized!

Waited at T19 for the store to open to collect my HP chain! hmmm..yup yup...haha...came a call tat brighten my morning...tat jz bring a smile to mi! haha...=x fly off to fc4! hehe...n off to club room..really cant stand him man! asking things tat r alrdy stated in the purposal..basically is jz like wasting time can...=.= bloody hell! fund in a mess..yet still wanna think of way to raise fund? kick u away ah! settle the funds first la...ok..nvm...not my business! ok..=x hate it..when u alway find ppl to help u clear ur rubbish shit la! I don care if u get any tom,dick or harry! but not ppl hu i bother abt! =.= *mango relax..* haha! ok ok..den off to get some bread...was force to...=.= den off to sch....hmmm...

training was bad..sucky..i don wanna tok abt it..since i typed out in email alrdy! hehe..=x ok!

off back home! to mei's party! Hong Mei! Happy birthday!!! hehe...*am i abit late to only blog now?* but i wished her yesterday! haha...had a slice of pizza n ate half a donut...actually didnt wan to eat the donut de..but is u buy one...so aiya! at least half la..=x gd mango! hahaha...den off to mei's place! haha...ate quite alot...drink quite alittle! i still don like the taste of tiger and red wine! one word...BITTER! haha..=x played poker! haha...enjoying nite..probably! ppl called..so i went to a quiet place to sit..when mei came n ask mi somethings...n i told them...which seem so sudden n shocking to them..=x sry..i didnt mean not to tell u all..but i cant randomly said out rite? haha! yup..so everyone noes abt it alrdy...nobody asked much..only mich..but i didnt noe how to ans her...

ok..leave her place at ard 1115..took a cab back home! i was very tired...after all is a long long day for mi....
i miss u...sry for attitude-ing u...
To Mr Bin: Pls do have a speedy recovery...take care...=]
u look pale...n it hurts
mango emo-less
1:45pm

today is a slack-ing day! haha...over slp as usual...woke up at 1030! haha..=x reach sch ard 1215 bah...hehe! CD was sian-ed! i was basically stone-ing...=x off to pacc lecture...hmmm...wad i am doing? i was like toking to jon? haha! mi didnt bully him! hahahaha...i jz played those very lame games! haha...=x den off to break..T19 set up stores..so mi c c look look..haha..bought one HP chain! haha..=x den slack ard...n to econs lecture! hahaha....lecture was fast! i was playing psp! when i stop moon snatch back.. guess wad! psp no bat alrdy! hahahaha..=x too bad for him! hahahaha..=x den i went off to lala land! hahahaha..=x when her lecture ends..i woke up..jz nice on time..pack n go! hahaha..=x standard mi..=x pack up = chop chop fast fast! hahaha...

ohya! i dirtied moon jacket today again! haha...(moon was sitting beside mei) so i told mei 'don tell moon i dirtied his jacket wif chilli sauce' hahaahaa!!! =x den she told moon 'kelvin...sw said don tell u tat she dirtied ur jacket wif chilli sauce..' hahahaha! lame lame lame! =x

ok..off to imm! haha...shop ard...first thing we went there..filled our stomach! haha..=x sweet talk! milk tea! haha...nice nice..=x haha...den shop ard...n bought something...share wif mr moon! haha....

To Mr Jon! u hor!!!! better xiao xin yi dian!!! hahahahahaha...=x

To Mr Bin: take care...speedy recovery for u...=]
alway sick sick de...hai...take care...have enough rest n slp alrite...jiayou jiayou jiayou..go go go!
Today thursday le..this wk seem to pass so fast...but is an enjoy-able days for mi...=]
haha...gastric acting back..irritating...=(
miss u...
mango off
8:45pm

tired for the past few days....hmmm...


tues - 13/11/07

hmmm..while typing for this post..i realise 13/11 this date...haha! this thing tat came to my mind...13/11/03...hmmm..4 yrs ago bah...memories...
ok...yesterday~ went sch..finally FOM presentation is over! hehe!! YESH!!! CA1 OVER! 30% although is not really very well done..but aiya..at least is over! hip-ups here n there..but still is done! presentation was long! boring n dry~~ i end up playing game..haha!!! play till damn ji dong can! haha..=x opps!
went straight off after tat..haha!! mango fly! haha..ate chicken talk...n i wanted honeydew juice! but honeydew juice = green colour rite! haha..but a cup of orange colour juice was place infront of mi..=x hmmm...so i ask wad juice is tat....replied is 'mango juice' for a moment i believe! haha..=x cz is like orange yellow ma..den i drink..is orange ma...but is suppose to be honeydew? hahahaha!!!! damn funny! esp when today...someone said...honeydew juice is green colour one la..if not orange meh!!! hahahaha!! i was like LOL-ing!!! haha..=x ok..after the 'honeydew juice', went off to the library~~ studied? abit la..haha!!! slp...yes i did! haha..=x is nice...very nice...happy too~ haha...beyond words of explanation...jz happy happy happy...
went home is straight KO! haha...jz slp n heck abt the rest!

Today - 14/11/07
hmmm..skip my lecture today..but went sch to submit the e-learning FOM report..haha...do like shit but heck! haha...this morning slp till very shuang! haha...haven had such long nice slp! hehe..=x one word...NICE! haha...hmmm..went sch for boating theory too! haha..70 over 100..ok la..not too bad le..hehe! some how...my first reaction was to send him a sms on the result of my test..haha...i dunno...jz first reaction i suppose...haha..off to club room to slack...i used my lappy..chat online..so on...is damn cock each wed..when go club room n slack..cz 'new' sport will alway be form...hahaa!! by mr sun! hahaha...damn cock la..=.= haha!
suppose to study today..but didnt..end up resting n more resting...haha....
simply jz love it....haha...=]
went home after tat....

home late since sun...but have being enjoyable nites for mi...
i am happy...cz i am wif u...
simply jz love it..=]

mango smile
10:13pm

boo! mango is back!

ok...camp ended yesterday..but as usual i am tired..of cz! i also human leh..haha..=x

nth much to blog abt the camp...overall..i slack alot..=x opps! haha..=x poor chelle n ly...everything left for them to do..haha..=x promote 3 2nd class~~ LOL!!! ermm...LCP wif 2nd class? HAHA!! =x ok ok...will promote them ASAP! n soon they will be SGT!! =x haha...

todaY~

sry for being late~~ should be meeting 11 plus at je..but mi woke up at 11! haha...=x oink mi!
reach je ard 140..hmm..i dunno wad to do thou...but is expected..haha! but mi still wanna go...=x

went for dinner~~ n den hang ard je...
the nite wif u...alway no star one!! haha...cz u r the biggest star liao..out-shine all the stars! hahaha..=x
haha...went home later~~ hehe...
how tired...wif u ard...is all worth it..=]

happy mango
1:02am

sry for hurting u..for the cock i said...seriously...don mean it...
ouch mi! sry mi! don mean it...don feel like a fool..cz u r not....

today is a tiring day!

econs paper seems ok ok..but...hmmm..mi no study hard enough...haha..=x tired mi...
slp at 2 n woke up at 430 to study~~ omg~~ n study study tilll go sch...den during paper...i probably didnt do my best too...haha...was too tired...day-dreaming~~~ haha..=x

after tat off to station waited for chelle n nigel..hehe...n Mr bin called...n he said he wanna come my unit~~ haha..help out..pitch flag staff... haha....

to be carry..

mango too tired to blog..haha!!

currently having annual camp~~

mango off
10:08pm

08/11/07 - Thurs

hmmm..today is mugging day again~~ yesterday play too much liao...opps! =x
econs tml~~ YAY!! last paper..happy mi..=x haha...although i haven study..quite lazy..=x i mean very lazy..=x opps! haha...but ya...i shall rest awhile more den bath den study liao...mango jiayou..=] hehe...

07/11/07 - Wed...

mango = happy...
hmmm..accounts paper sux...LOL~~ i can barely do any of the Q although i tried my best la..=x opps! haha...off to fc4 n met bin n hk...haha...den head to fc3 for lunch...den to club room to slack..den xav came~~ slack ard..i very sleepy..=x tired ma..den ard 1 went off to gems class..hehe~~ ok..i listen-ed for the first half of the lesson...den later he give break..den i didnt listen le..=x haha!!! was playing puzzle bubble..=x mz break record! =x i shall try~~ after gems went back to club room to slack wif bin n xav...hk went for his extra lesson~~haha...wanted to study..but den..too tired la..heck~~ econs~~ LOL!! =x den after tat went for the farewell enter take a sit...den left..=x opps! hahaha...may get free CCA point jz like this..hahaha!! =x opps!

den went to city hall...no dinner at home~~ so eat out...haha...enjoy-able nite...
jz simply love it..=]

sry for whack-ing bin rite at his face!! LOLx! =x i didnt do it on purpose ar...=x paiseh paiseh....hahaha...=x

happy mango...=]
3:26pm

u filled my mind..

Tuesday..=( somehow...seem like i alway have tuesday blue...=( simply jz hate it...

i woke up at ard 9 to 930 like tat...n oh shit! cz i haven study finish my STAT for one topic..i jump out la...HAI...did the normal routine...n climb out of bed...was seriously very giddy...tat i couldn't even walk properly from my room to the toilet.. =( sad mi...

studied abit n ya..rush off to sch...i was late for the paper...when i reach the class, they started alrdy...ya..so maybe i am jz afew min late.. haha..rushed all the way from dover to the class~~ omg...with my very not feeling alrite condition..sigh~~ wad a bad day today...

paper was a total different from last yr..kinda expected..=x haha...ever since the last mst/exam... i learn tat don believe wad ppl say..=x study past yr paper sure no prob...cz is not true!! haha..=x opps!

went home after tat..feel so floating...n i went off to bed... slp was not tat nice either...hai...probably fall aslp after a long time.... n woke up at 4 plus..but went back to slp again while waiting for a call...

many sms-es...but i didnt reply to many...lazy mi? probably...but also cz my sms gonna boom real high this mth...damn~~ control abit...
but i still wanna msg u...

all i wan was to keep in contact wif u...

moody mango...
6:39pm

unless i allow...
if not no one is able to step in...

today is monday...n monday i am happy~~ haha....

i met bin today~~ he walked mi from station to sch of business today...LoLx! how nice of him rite~~ LolX! =.=
i was rushing to sch for test~~ n he was going home..=x i met him at the bus stop~~ hehe...
don have monday blue~ don wan monday blue also..=x haha~~
he climb the hill wif moi~ n he stop at the foot of the hill saying he was tired....wahahahaha~~ =x pig rite! hmmmm...had a can of drink...n off to class~~ jz nice on time...hehe...if late u noe whose fault le hor...hahaha..=x

ITAB test~ free from access...YAY~~ happy mi!!! LoL! although i dunno how to do the report..but i tried la..=x the rest those i can do..i do le...dunno how to do also anyhow do le..result also..LOL~~ wait n i will noe...=x opps! hmmmm....went home after tat....today i toked very little to my classmate..i dunno y...jz don feel like toking...
i was in my own dream land...haha~~ =x

slp n woke up...had dinner..time to chiong STAT alrdy i suppose~~ haha...

when will my last min attitude change..i think is difficult..haha..=x

i am happy...i met him today~ LoLx!
4 days seem short yet so long...

happy mango
6:31pm

off to study...

nv fail to make mi smile...=]

end-ed...

hmmm...yesterday was CIP day~~ LOL!!! hmmm..presentation mz sian my way thr liao..wahahahaha..=x opps! ok...CIP = do saikang~~ LOL...i don mind actually...help other ma...zhu ren wei kuai le zi ban....correct? =x

hmmm..today i studyed STAT~~ LOL..not as difficult as it seems to be bah..hmmm...tml go pratice Q i think should be ok le...hopefully~ i don wanna fail~~ fail once liao..opps! =x

ok..access? hmmmm..i haven study..LOL~~ chiong tonite...hmmm..i seriously think i going to have problem wif access..=x haha..pask 5 wk lesson..no listen at all..=x wad was i doing? playing game~~ haha.=x opps..=x pls la..lesson early morning 8am to 11am..wahlan...boring like shit..n the lecturer is like...=.= damn boring...=x haha..=x

accounts...hmmm..tues den chiong la...wahahaha..=x

econs...hmmm...wed n thurs...opps! =x haha...ohya..econs notes i like haven copy during the e-learning..omg..i jz remember...jz!!! haha..=x opps! forgetful mi..

tired mi!

off to study stat n access...chiong chiong chiong...go go go...
LOL!!!
last min studying thou..=x opps!

new path...new way...
got to learn how to do so...

new mango
8:21pm

slept at 4...woke up at 10..roll on bed till 11...LOLx! damn tired can...travel all the way to jp~~ moon!! how u gonna thx mi lo~~ haha...y travel all the way jz to help him!! i dunno leh...but since he asked for help..so somehow...i went down to help him...wei da bah~~ LoLx!

reach home at ard 730 i suppose...damn tired...craving for spicy food..but i didnt eat spicy food for dinner...sad mi! went to slp at 8 n woke up at 9 to watch tv~~ half aslp thou..hahaha..=x very tired ar~~ so after the show..here i am..blogging~~

i wont insist anymore...
i wont do anything anymore...
time will lead to somewhere...

wad is my feelings...
where is my feelings...
i cant find any...
ouch is all tat i could feel...
eventually...
i turn it numb...
cant feel anything...

i jz need some peace...
get over wif mst wk..
fom presentation...
so on n on...
i don wan bother abt other things anymore...
i am tired...
i have no energy to do so anymore...
let mi take a break...a rest...
leave mi alone...
i noe wad i wan...
i noe wad i am doing...
don make mi even more confuse...
at least...not now...
not now!!!
=(

breaking down...
leave mi alone!!!

numb mango
10:04pm

i miss u...
miss u...
n is u...

Ice...

hmmmm....negative mi? nah~~
i am jz being realistic...
is not becz i wan to..is becz..i have to...
who don wish to live in a world of fantasy..
seriously..i love the days i spend in fantasy world...
but how long can i stay in there...
how long!!!! =(

the word trust...
haha~~ simply too difficult for mi...
y? becz i stop trusting at the age of 10...
lol~~ so many years back isnt it? how time files...
it was only till 14...i trusted again...
but wad happen to the trust i placed in...
i was hurt...badly....
silly mi!! yesh..i was...tat is y..i will alway remember tat particular person...
n make sure i hate him!!!!
haha...but still...sweet came after all the bitter-ness...
trust build up slowly between us...probably took u a yr plus to 2 yr i suppose...
tat is life...
end-ed but the trust will nv end...=]

probably...only 3 person i trust now...

congrats to Mr Bin for passing his ppcdl theory test..=]

miss-ing mango
8:17pm

when i think of u...
i dunno wad to do...
when will i c u again...
i miss u like crazy...
even more den words can say..

i am so down..
when u were not ard...
i miss u...
miss u like crazy...

you were all tat i wan..
you were all tat i need...
cant u c how i feel...
cant u c tat my pain so real..
when i think of u...
i dunno wad t o do...
when will i c u again...
i miss u like crazy...


feeling down the whole nite...
don ask mi...
cz i dunno either...
ache is all tat i could feel...
having a mango pudding tat is totally taste-less...
oh...my~~
sadist mi...

hurt mango
4:00am

hmmm...i dunno wad to blog nowadays....haha....
wad is happening in my life....
hmmm...i dunno either....
changes...change...more changes...haha...
hmmm...somehow...
i enjoy the free-ness...
ermm..maybe jz more time for myself...
to do things...
participant in things....hmmm..=)
wadever it is....shall not think abt too much either...
hehe...

ok...e-learning wk is ending...n i haven finish...maybe should finish by today...discipline..=x self control...ok..jiayou!!! haha...
mst wk coming...n i studied NTH!!! OH NOOOOOOOOOOO~~
i am slacker this sem..damn!!!! haiz..how? i dunno either....
i need more time..less distraction...less emo-ing...haha!!! =x
still jiayou bah...
wk8, FOM presentation....first thing..i am sry..i haven done the ppt yet!!! ok la..is have complete it..opps! but still will dig some time out!! yesh...n i will n i mz!!! =x ok..believe mi..=x
nx is boating theory...hmmmm....25% e-quiz..=.= zzzz... can i not have it? LOL!!! sure GG liao...study till thiam..=x hmmm..looking at the things i have to do...maybe i will only be able to study it the nite b4 the quiz! haha..=x opps!! wadever la...i seriously lack of time..=x haha...

hmmmm....
smile because it happen...don be sad cause is over...
i feel more peace noe-ing tat u r better now..=]


time to clear my e-learning n study le... =]

tired mango
1:06pm

somehow...u filled my mind these day...
i miss u...
really do...