i let my whole life enter a state of mess... i destroy everything wif my own hand... i let my mind take control... i don wan anything now...
reasons tat were un-speak-able...sigh... hu is there..tat i could share wif... i long for one... but sry.. i let no one noes...
stop Stop STOP... stop pushing mi... stop pressing mi... stop forcing mi... let mi do it at my own pace... let mi announce it when the time comes... don force mi anymore... i will breakdown... i will run away from everything... i will withdraw from everyone... i will disappear forever... STOP!!!!!
mango enter-ing state of depression.. 11:33pm
let mi clear my homeworks... let mi do my project... let mi clear my test...
i should not have flare up at them... should not have being so un-professional... i don deserve to be one...
