Thursday, September 27, 2007
jealousy kills...so don be jealous! XD
i dunno wad to blog... went look for bin after sch today...met karen too...had a short tok wif her...n dinner wif bin...n off to sgh..=( in no position to either...=) pale n skinny face...wif few tubes ard...arms tat seem like bones...sigh...i remember how he used to carry mi in his arm...the face..the smile..couldn't eat or drink anything...pamper-ing him like a small kid...maybe tat was how he used to pamper mi last time...hurts when he tried to listen to wad the doctor was saying...watery eye of his...jz felt so heavy...at least...i have an ans in mind...i wanna be strong....cz i have to...n i mz!!!don wanna depend on anyone..cz they will leave sooner or later...n i seriously hates it...the fact of accpeting ppl into my life is easy...but the fact for them to leave...i cant take it...so back to mi...i choose not to let anyone to enter den...except for a few...hate the feeling of saying goodbyes...but gd things alway come to an end...emo mango10:37pm
