bloging everyday~ shows how bo liao i am at home! LOL..x= not really la..but jz love to blog n type..wadever tat have happen...so even if memories fade..still can read back to find lost memories..haha..n laugh at myself! LOL..=x

ok..today woke up at 1! LOL...nice slp? not really..slp at ard 3 plus bah..den woke up at 7..went back to slp...den woke up at dunno wad time reply sms..den slp wake up slp wake again~ LOL..n finally 1 woke up..=x haha..=x

so usual..wash up n eat~ went online n vivien asked mi to help her transfer $$ so i agreed n den went downstair to transfer..n back home online again..n here am i blogging..LOL..x=

i wanna watch why why love! LOL...cz the actor very shuai! LOL..banana didi intro the show to mi..=x haha...den tat day v bored..so decided to watch...n actor so shuai tat make mi wan to carry on watching..LOL! storyline ok ok la..love love de lo~ LOL...huo da aka jun xiang aka xiao mei...LOL..handsome la! shuai dao~~~~ LOL! den the brota huo yan also ok ok..he is cute bah..=x but huo da is shuai n cute n so on n on..LOL~~
ok..i don usual got crazy over them...so now..i am not crazy over them either..LOL...they have no priority...but den jz watch can kill time n laugh also~ LOL..n of cz c shuai ge!!! LOL..=x

ok ok..=x haha...i think nth for mi to do today..my campcraft test haven set leh..v sian..lazy to set also...LOL! but will la...YESH..do it for the cadets!! LOL..=x

will be going out wif vivien on the 19 sep! hopefully nth cock up on tat day~ LOL!! we said wanna go out from ermm tat time quit job till now haven go yet! so i is miss her~ LOL! =x wanna go out wif her~ LOL..play play play! LOL..=x

today staying at home whole day...haha...mz slp early worz! fri, sat and sun going for UG conference..mz wake up v v early! LOL..ok la...yesterday went the briefing..hmm..they make it sound as if the conference is very big like tat...so aiya..jz go listen lo..maybe i may get motivated n inspired by their speech! LOL..=x

met nessa too! LOL..wahhh...i think the last time i met her was like 2 yrs plus plus ago...haha..=x the feeling of meeting her...hmmm...still feel close to her bah...same feeling as yrs ago...LOL~ =) haha..she be going to conference too! LOL..gonna be split into 20 grps...if fated..we maybe in the same grp! LOL..=x hopefully? haha...=x wait n c how lo~~ LOL..=x

i wanna watch why why love~ LOL..=x nice show bah..=x not cz got shuai ge ar...LOL..=x BLEAH...but the storyline itself bah...but as usual..is all so drama one...in the real world..will there be such things? LOL..maybe there is bah...but not on mi! LOL...shows, drama..r all shows..LOL..tat y..alway nice to be in dreamland..XD

who will be there if i ever needa someone..will u? u? or u? or i will be on my own...LOL..realistic of the world..depend on noone but urself...but still i wish tat i could depend on someone...tat someone be there alway~ haha~~

saying gd bye to someone u care...wad more can be more hurting den tat..

dreaming mango~
2:42pm

dare to dream! wif dreams, wif hopes may get disappointments...wif disappointment u learn to be strong..to stand up..to treasure it when u get it...=) without dreams n hopes...wad is life all abt den? wif no disappointment...jz to protect urself from being hurt..den will be happy? hurts will become scar..scar will be there to remember to hurt u..is ok to be hurt...but stand up n be strong...because life still carry on...read ahead is still long...with dream u noe ur direction..=)
but do i have a dream now? LOL..i doubt so...tat y i don have my direction yet! sad-ed.. =x