hurts when i step back into my past...all the mistake n event tat happen...almost un-bare-able...=( is in the past...how i wish i could re-write everything..i will earse everything...mistake learnt but price for it is haiz...=( y mz i step back into it all over again... sometime it jz simply hurts...but my tears were dry...but those scar..is simply jz too deep to heal...=( ouch! ouch! OUCH!!
no one understand abt it either.... it has been a real long time since i last brought all this issue up...probably a yr ago...but now...maybe i should not mention abt it...should not think abt it...should jz leave it...
hao tong...hao tong...ha tong..='(

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