haizzz...today boring day...i don feel like studying at all..i jz wanna slack slack slack my time away...don ask mi y...but i jz got no mood to do anything beside..playing slacking n enjoying...LOL...

today i woke up..chat on phone..sms..my bill gonna bao if this carries on...=( mother going to kp le...LOL...=x ok...den i woke up..i slack ard...use com n so on...i was late...should be meet 330 at suntec..but i left my hus at like...ermmm 340? LOL....but nvm...manage to reach suntec at ard 4...XD haha...den i met wenbin...to pass him 4 NDP ticket...LOL...n myself...i went for the NDP wif my unit instuctors n joyclyn maam...LOL...i got 4 tickets..but i gave all the wenbin...n how did i go for NDP den? LOL..joyclyn maam lo...LOL...den in the end..jeremy went too...n we have 2 spare ticket un-used..LOL..but sadly...today's no firework...no goodie bag de...=( LOL....jz went to c parade n the stuns...LOL...nth interesting to mi alrdy...cz i have seen it....after the parade we stayed awhile n left le...we didnt wait for the whole performance to end..cz is like ermm..so boring..LOL..=xwe went jz to c the parade bah...XD

den wanted to eat pepper lunch..but i don feel like eating tat..chelle don either...so we end up eating at food republic...LOL....den we went bubble tea...quite nice...not bad..XD LOL...went home after tat...squeeze into the car...LOL....XD

wanted to go look for wenbin...but i dunno look for him for wad..go where do wad...so nvm le lo...LOL..=x i went home n start rotting...

=( he called mi...he said he be free tml..but sadly...he is not..haizzzz...=(
sometime i jz feel tat fate is playing a trick on us...Y Y Y..=( but wad can i do...nth too...sad-ed... y cant we jz have time for each other...spend time together...=( i dunno...time is running short too...feeling sad...=( i hate all this....but i love him...
when he is free..i am not...when i have time...he is not free...life is jz simply so sucky...=(
i don wan him to leave but he have to....i hate it..i hate it..i SERIOUSLY HATE IT...=(

my heart hurts...but i jz simply love him...probably back to square one once again...gonna be strong...gonna be tough...but i jz wanna be a simple ger...wif u by my side...i don wanna be there tough...i jz wanna be a normal ger....i am tired...i am scare...i am afriad...i don have the energy to do so anymore...=( i scare i will let go of u...i am scare of leaving u..i am scare of many many things..tell mi...how..wad am i suppose to do...=( haizz...will u be able to give mi the assure once again?

mango thiam...
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