=( my expression n feeling now...=(

ok...i overslp..ya..woke up at like 10....i think...huh..so late...haizzz..no point like rushing down to sch reach at like 1130..den i wanna leave sch at 1230...i rush down to sch..den rush back to unit...HAIZZZ...wad is this lo..i get depress when miss-ing lesson was not my intention.. i noe the importance of going to lecutre n tutorial..so if i wanna skip..i also mz make sure the reason is valid enough for mi..but over-slp is definitely not a valid reason AT ALL...but wad can i do...the time wont turn back for mi...skipping so many lecture...is like...haizzz...last wk i overslp n miss econ lecture..yesterday i skip econ lecture cz i mug for my test till early morning..today i skip econs n accounting lecture cz i OVERSLP!!! ohman..probably now is i skip 2 topic on econs lecutre le...AHHHHH....=( now jz wait for time to pass den go down unit le bah...duno go so early for wad also..but ya...

is time for mango to do sth..to organise her time...to put in more effort to study...but NOT less effort in npcc..=x but maybe divert some attention from np to study le...if not she is not going to make it....=x

mz adjust my mood abit for later parade...afterall is our unit big big day...our cadet train so hard jz for today parade...one wk 2/3 time training...XD ya...but for those hu turn up every training..ya...credit should be given..but those hu on n off..on n off...haizzz..probably jz come becz of number one...becz they have to come if not cher will catch...=( haizz..sux lo...

i wonder...did i fail as an instructor...am i really gd enough to be one...gd enough to lead..to set example...i wonder...

i feel tat...i failed...i arent gd enough...=(

but never-the-less..i will try to improve...n try upgrading myself...to learn more stuff..to increase my knowledge...MANGO JIAYOU...XD

trying my best..to be a better instructor...XD

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