haizzzz...moody again...dunno wanna go till so far later anot...v sian leh....i jz feel like staying at home to study..to stone...don have those mood to go out n play..don ask mi y...but i jz don have the mood to do so...tired bah..i wanna slp slp slp~~~~ mango mood swing..

ping didnt replied to my sms last nite...wonder how is she..feel like looking for her...haizzz...

it seem like i am happy...yet i am not...haizzz..i is wanna die le la...bu zhi dao...=(

do u still trust mi as much as u use to trust mi? somehow...i feel different...i cant feel u at times.. cant feel the trust u use to have in mi...=(
sry...i noe it was my fault...to break the trust u used to have in mi...
breaking it for someone hu didnt even realise i once exist...dui bu qi...
if i can turn back time once again...i wont do the same thing again...i will treasure u more...
at least u gave mi my chance...for mi to turn back...to give mi the chance to carry on love-ing u...
i mend things back..although crack lines can be seen...i will fill those line wif love..to cover it up..XD give mi the chance to do so...
sry..i brought this issue up again...cz yesterday...i was toking to someone...similar problem..but no matter how hard he tried to mend things back...his gf refuse to trust him back once again...i am lucky...lucky to have u...i was foolish to tot of giving u up...
loving u more each day....XD

my final words for him...
i put down everything....i will not bother abt u...will not do anything..will jz treat u as a friend of mine...will not let u distract mi anymore...will not bother doing anything for u alrdy...i will jz treat u like my friend...a friend of mine...nth more den tat..NO MORE..no longer...for ya..i cant c my dear for a moment...but thr ya...i realise how imp my dear is to mi..how much he meant to mi...hey...don regret one day...treasure her...be gd to her...don let another party enter the world of the both of u...wish ya all the best in ur new relationship..take care...i will disappear from then...1mth13days everything ended ever since tat day...

5:16pm


mango super tired..ok my hp bill boom again..LOL $99.80 LOL..=x sms 2152 msges..LOL..mango KO...mother kp le..XD last mth sms 2100 plus...the mth b4 last 2500 plus plus...LOL...siao le la...=x i didnt even realise i sms so much lo...XD haha...how come will msg till so many..i dunno how i did it also de..LOL...=x

ok...waste of time...haizzz...the sec 3 ownself go call for unit atc meeting to tok abt campfire performance...without informing instructor/teacher..but inform the cadets..=.= WTH...den i called OC to inform him..sux lo..den i went down today to sch..to so called look after them..den the sch wanna close le...den they move to kallang mac..=.= aiya..WTH...end up is like nth is done? mon meeting up again..kaozzz..really waste time sia....haizzz...

mango wanna c firework..=(
no money... no honey... nobody loves mi.. =x (wenbin korkor wanna say i steal his pharse again le..XD)
mango lonely.....=(