u didnt noe..u couldn't c mi at all...but is all gonna end from now on...

didnt slp much last nite...woke up early by a call from the red cross side...den started calling afew ppl but to no reply...den i jz gave her a number of 28 ppl...LOL...=x sian..

yesterday 12th of june...i went to vivo city..to do project...LOL...damn mood swing also..sry to my grp member..den moon n elaine damn high together...i dunno y..haha..=x den later i recieve a call n i needa my lappy to start mass calling ppl..but i am outside..n big thx to bin korkor...cz he helped mi...=D lol..den i didnt really care abt the project..LOL..but i did try to help abit here n there...which mean my hp bill will bao more this mth..so i should try to sms lesser n call lesser... lesser gd nite msges to ppl..LOL...=x

den after project he came n find mi..we went dinner..shop shop...c some stuff...n so on..haha..great nite..i told him everything...but i didnt end our nite as a gd one...i dunno..somehow..i jz needa sort all my tots n feeling...i wanna give him my 100% but now i cant...he showed mi sth yesterday too...a thing tat i almost forget abt it...i am sry....is sth from mi to him yrs ago...i started tearing as i go thr it...is sth tat no matter how much money u have...also wont be able to buy...it is filled wif my love..my care my misses n everything for him...is all inside it...is priceless..
i started asking if is it tat i don love him as much as last time...or is it tat last time i was too innocent...i dunno...all i noe is tat i still love him...i wanna give him all tat i have...

i am gonna return to u...to start a new path wif ya...8 of july...i will give u my 100%....