hmmm..study study n more study..but cannot really concentrate but i can feel the stress...v stress..T.T took a nap jz now..feeling better liao..going to study again...i realise econs n stat is not as difficult as it seem to be...LOL..=x i do understand abit le but i haven memorise...
as i am typing the blog, i can hear firework sound..but too bad i cant c it from my hus..sob sob..=x hmmm...i wish this yr someone will asked mi to watch firework..LOL..everytime is i asked de..this yr don wan ask liao..bleah..=x c if got ppl will ask mi to watch firework anot..i noe u sure not free so nvm..=x haha.. although firework may seem quite meaningless..but is jz simply so nice when it shoot high up into the sky..n feel as if it is jz above u...haha..=x dunno v nice lo..bleah..=x hmmm..if someone can display firework for mi...WAHAHAHA..laggi better...probbably in my dream den it will happen bah..haha..=x bleah...=x fireworks has many many memories...i jz love fireworks alot..=x bleah... haha...
boring life..so sian..nth much of a things to do...but to study...=.= haha..sian sian de..=x appear offline the whole of today..haha..cz aiya..dunno..=x nvm..don wanna get hook onto chatting den end up cant study anything..i am going to bath n study after i blog finish liao...going to concentrate i MZ... burning oil tonite..so many things so little time...haiz-ing...
i miss alot alot alot of ppl..i wanna go out wif my friends...i pushing everything to after MST wk..but i realise..even after MST wk...i may not be free too..probbably after july den my time is more slack..den i realise is not the case either...cz semestral exam will be soon..SOB SOB...haiz...everything seem so fast..moving so fast..i couldn't catch up...but the time wont stop for mi..i got to move on faster..i cant jz stop where i am now...i cant...T.T
i enjoyed the time we spent for each other...i really do..but i cant jz stop where it is alrdy..i am moving..catching up wif the time...our memories carry on wif mi...sry if u gonna feel tat i don care much for ya anymore...is jz tat i cant afford to do so anymore... haven hear from u for sometimes alrdy..wish u all the best for ur exams..study hard jia you jia you...=D wish u all the best ya...i didnt forget abt u...i don wanna disappoint u anymore..sry for all the pain i cz for u...but i really do hope u r doing fine..doing great too..will u be simling if u ever read this..or u be cursing n swearing at mi..=x u may dislike mi..hate mi..wad so ever...but i hope tat u r doing fine..doing great..carry-ing on wif ur life...miss-ing didi...LOL..=x wo fang xia le shuo you..i am moving on...to catch up wif the pace le...cant stand there n watch over u...if u ever needa mi..i will be there..alway there for ya...u gave mi a feeling of someone hu used to be v dear to mi..hu also used to hurt mi alot...LOL..i almost gave him up for ya..but i didnt in the end...is all over le..past past past... all in the past...
wenbin korkor..=D great thx to u for helping mi out when i most needa someone...u r jz alway there for mi...if i needa someone..thx alot..=D haha...when wan tok on phone again? LOL...now my heart only have one person..tat person is u..only u...all for u only...3 yrs...we carry on...stay wif mi alway ya...i will be lost without u...=x mango off to bath n study..=D