blog again? LOL...v emo la..so mz type out since no one to share wif..LOL..=x type finish gonna mug for accounting le...haha..=x

first...i am sry...sry to cancel the date..=x i jz feel v un-comfortable going out wif u alone...=x really sry ar..=x i noe u r trying to make mi feel comfortable since the day u asked mi..but sry instead it makes mi feel more scared n uneasy..=x so i cancelled it in the end..sry..really sry...maybe i should not have agreed in the first place..=x sry har...i noe saying sry wont cure anything...but still i really am..=x hope u will understand...=x

nx...i gonna down for training to screw the cadet upside down tml..=.= sigh...w/o CI ard to babysit them or stare at them they go anyhow...during training so slack..den wad is the point of coming for training..=.= they wont learn anything....nth is done..is jz nth but waste of time...so i am going down tml to some sort of scold them...n den maybe stay awhile den go home n rest le..=x sry...but i really cant afford the time to stay thr the whole training...n my dear NCOs auto fall out themselves n use eye power...while the cadets r training...wad is this man..=.= u said the training is tiring den let mi ask u all...the cadet not tired? so wad if u r NCO...does it give u the rite to fall out cz u claim the training is too tiring..=.= so u all don wanna be inside the parade la..=.= WTH...but of cz...i will find out more abt today training b4 i really screw them up..=.= sigh...disappoint-ed...probably when i used to be a cadet...maybe is the same thing bah..i dunno...forget le..LOL..=x

nx..i am feeling better le..after the ermm..3 hrs or so nap..=D haha...more life...=D so gonna mug mug mug..hehe..=x

sigh...our time really crush..don be sry bah...is not ur fault...as long as we don give up..as long as i still have u inside mi...as long as i noe i still love u...i believe one day the light will be seen...haha..hopefully...bleah..=x i am trying to hold on...hold on tightly..

MANGO JIA JIA YOU...=D